EPISODE 101

 EPISODE 101.

Your spiritual journey after your exasperating, annoying, irritating, infuriating marriage was and is now individual, highly personal. Your spiritual journey can’t be organized or regulated. It is not true that everyone should follow one path. Listen to your own inherent truthful voice and fulfill all responsibilities due to you. You can succeed at almost anything for which you have unlimited enthusiasm. As long as you believe in your heart that your capacity is limited, you are anxious and unhappy, you start lacking in your faith. As you as an individual in the present moments truly trust in Maa Durga and Sri Krishna you have no right to be anxious about anything, anytime and anymore. You have spent lifetime of last fifteen annoying, burdensome, dangerous years with your traitorous, unfaithful, hazardous husband, searching, piercing, penetrating for happiness; looking for calmness, tranquility and peace. Your life in the past was like a journey of a sailing, cruising, trawling ship. If it werent for small turbulences the ship would never realize its true potential. I will pray to Sri Krishna and Maa Durga that the confrontations, defiances, challenges of each day make you a stronger energetic and beautiful woman. Your life is extraordinary extremely beautiful if you live, so think always with a positive attitude and live happily. Celebrate your life as it comes in these present moments of your life. All your honest work is extremely good work; it is capable of leading for  your self development, provided you as doer seek to discover the inherent lessons and make the most of the potentialities for such growth. Sometimes your life spent making mistakes is not only more honorable, but more useful than a life spent doing nothing. Don’t ask yourself what the world needs from you. Kindly ask yourself as what make you come alive, and then go and do that, because what the present world need is people that have come alive. Your past fifteen years hysterical, confused life was never easy: you have to make it now in these present moments easy, sometimes by ignoring something like listening to your confused, distressed husband and sometimes by accepting something from your mother, son and friends. You have good memories of your childhood and pre marriage days and bad ones after your marriage with your crazy, agitated confused husband, but the most important thing is the present day with your mother, son and friends. Don’t let the fifteen years duplicitous, perilous, precarious, dangerous past with your non working, useless, good for nothing husband, drag you down and don’t let the future frighten you. You are not old as long as you have surveillance, reconnaissance, affection intelligence. You laugh away your worries. You manage now to have a long life. Your destiny is to achieve whatever you put your mind to the most. As a result, you should kindly choose to focus on what is truly magnificent, impressive, spectacular, beautiful, uplifting, broadening and joyful for you. Your present life is always heading somewhere. You are the creator of your destiny, and it starts with the words you speak into your life. Speak positive things into your life, strong things, speak love and happiness into your life, and you’ll notice more love and happiness. You are not human doing but a human being. Doing means remaining occupied, taking off items from your tasks list, and working on things expected of you. In all this doing, you need to see how the being (state of your mind) feels. Also, you know that by doing, you experience the being. Doing doesn’t make you a happy or successful woman. You should be personally happy and then do. How you feel determines how much and how will you do. Paying attention to your being and bringing it into the doing will give you love, joy and peace. Otherwise you may feel hollow within yourself and to fill that way you have to seek peace from vacations, happiness from things and love from mummy, son and loving friends. You have been characterised by different natural qualities that include thinking, emotions, feelings, acting etc. Every morning get up early, pray to Maa Durga and Sri Krishna, do morning walk or exercises, prepare yourself to be happy, independent of what you are doing. By doing this, you shall be changing a deep belief of being happy and joyful. Today to your to- do-list, add to-be and decide the state of your being, I will remain patient at traffic jams, I will respect people in all interactions, I will remain happy and do every task, I will radiate love to mummy, son, family and friends, I w care for every thing I use. You have to take care during the day not to use the line – I will be happy, when….because you are already happy and joyful. Pause a few times in the day and repeat the affirmation:- I am happy while I am doing what I am doing. Your Happiness is enjoying the little things in life and having the power to choose what to accept and what to let go. There shall be many reasons in your life to be happy and many reasons to be sad. You have to focus on what makes you happy, and forget on what will make you sad. Your inherent power is no blessing in itself, except when it is used to protect the innocent. In reality, your external activities are not hindrance towards liberation, the inner components made up of mind, intellect, chitt, and ego are. You should be up to date on every thing that happened five minutes ago. You should take a thoughtful and peaceful walk in the woods. You should reach out and reconnected with your all previous good friends. You should spend large chunks of each day obsessing over the endless stream of headlines, tweets and videos. Yes, it will keep you constantly in the know, but  you should know that at the end of the day that will not get you too much. You should be helpful to be aware of what’s going on in our country and in various parts of the world. Yet what matters much more is living of your life, in the present moment, where you are, with richness and meaning with your mummy and son. You should spend time with a good books like Ram, Sita, Lanka, Ravan, written by Manish many days ago and they can profoundy improve your life. Your attention has massive, irreplaceable value, and it makes a great difference where are you direct it. Choose to direct it so as to live for you and for all those who truly matter to you like your mother, son. If you live in your treacherous and troublesome past, you will again be full of sadness, anger and guilt. If you live  in the future then also your life will be filled with fear, worry and anxiety. The  best way to make a difference in your life is to live in the present. The truth does not go away even if you ignore it. The sooner you acknowledge what is true, what is real, and deal with it, the better. Today you have the opportunity to be honest with yourself and with others. Today you have the opportunity to be realistic about what you must do and in fact to do it. A Life of quality, meaning, purpose and fulfilment cannot be based on any kind of deception or avoidance. As difficult and inconvenient as they may be, it is within life’s truth and reality that you can experience real richness. Embrace what is true, what is real. That puts you in position to create what is good. Don’t wait for life to be good to you. The saying goes on as “Ajeeb dastan hai ye, kahan shuru kahan khatam, ye manzile hai kaun si, na tum samajh sake na hum…..”